Ellen , I love your show. You rock! You are really funny. You crack me up everyday. I am home with my 6 month old twins, I barely find time for anything, but I make it my buisness to make sure I have time for your show.. I can"t wait to you finally get that George Clooney, he is awesome I love him,. Keep making me laugh// Love ya!

I LOVE JESUS!!!

Hi,

I just would like to say I love the "Spot the Difference" game. But when I go to play it the right screen goes off my screen so I am unable to play. I'm not the best at computers, so is there something I can do to make it smaller?

Rose Brezarich

i'm not good at reading people's mind at all..... because u see, i come from a quiet simple
enviorment, so my mind was just simple for most times...... i never can read people's mind
well.... cause we were just simple, we dont read other people's minds....... i dont think
i would be able to read your mind.......

although i can't read your mind, but i can understand how you feel now..... totally understand.....
that's not hard to understand...... anyone who's by themself will feel like that....... i was like that.....

how r u doing today..... i stayed home all day..... sometimes i feel like my heart
being squeezed by your hand, makes me feel moody a lot......
the neighbor houses often have parties, lots ppl, they r never too loud, so its ok.
i never wanted to join parties, but with these neighbors it's good cause give a
fun atmosphere, help with my moody inside........... when u r often moody person,
fun is so much help...... isnt that right..... do u use fun and laugh with ur moody
side..... i guess maybe so.....

with my neighbor's fun atmosphere, i can feel a bit more care free...... dont need
to care too much, worry too much, or think too much........

i felt so bad when u thought i'm like a real 'hooker'. i felt bad about myself in this
way for so long........... it's terrible.......
then i thought of those gentle ladies..... how i wish i could be like them.........
i met lots gentle ladies especially the st. mary catholic church. there's a lady her
name is mary, and she looks very much like st. mary in every way. gentle, and nice.
and her daughter looks just like her just like st. mary. and the other lady i know
quiet well her name is hellen. she's also that type. one of her daughter look just like
the angel type. these type ladies r so gentle and nice. and they dont have too much
'dirty desires' like me.... their life is simple and always in order...... and they
make good family life. they never need to worrie about 'rehab' or thing like that,
they could have lots free time to help the community.......
when i think of them this morning i felt better. i've always wanted to be like
them........... then i could be out of that 'rotten life', and live real life again...

i've been going to church play groups for little kids all the time this past
3 yrs....... from outside seem like my life is normal, but inside still feels in the
'rotten style...'.... and once i saw a sentence said 'fake it till u make it.' so that
i thought i'll continue live this normal life style, until i can really feel normal inside.

when i see those gentle ladies in the church group i often thought 'y am i born
like this?' it's same like born in a bad enviorment. only it's in myself.

in the beginning i might thought, oh i got such fun personality, and i'm pretty,
and just have lots fun..... but then in the end only feel 'rotten'... and 'over tired'...
never thought turns out that way........

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now i dont even mind if i have this fun personality or not. i want to be gentle,
make a cozy, ordery home, enjoy quiet and nice family life............ that's the best
for anyone!...............
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this would be a nice fan mail for 'tyra' show, but she might not get to read it...
or she gets lots similar mails like this i suppose........ maybe can try send to 'tyra' show? if only she could ever really get to read it.....

did u know in my native culture didnt have this 'personality' issue. all we know is
normal family life, we dont have the 'fun' life style. that was so good for me.
now i have to suffer for this 'personality' like this.... and i far away from the really
serious ones.

but then i think the family life in this culture is better. people r closer, more intimate.
babies r cuter.... kids more fun..... i feel the good side is better then my culture though...
i learned to be more polite, and help ppl at times...... (my culture didnt have that, believe
it or not.. :p)

and each culture has it's good and bad. it's like another good balance for me. :)

ELLEN O MY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOUR THE MUCH ITS CRAZY I WATCH YOU EVERYDAY AND I DO HAVE TIVO SO I CAN WATCH SO YEAH I GUESS IM JUST KOOL LIKE THAT I WOULD LOVE TO GET ONE OF THOUGHS LAUGH DANCE CHANGE SHIRTS I WOULD WEAR IT EVERYDAY . HOPE YOU COULD HOOK ME UP. XOxoXOxoxO

and more XOXoXoox Alexis aka wonderwomen

DANG DID NOT DO SO WELL.. ONLY GOT 4

Ellen, here is the virgin child for you to love. Dare shall be carried. In it I would weave the courage of women giving birth, and in it I would weave the innocence of the children of all the earth, had I a golden thread and a needle so fine. Have you lost your Dolly? What time is it?

Love, HoneyBunny