i think i do like degeneres alot. so what rule suits u anyway. the 'doll'..

what does the movie 'if the wall can talk' mean? do it
mean that i dont have any to talk to in real life. not really.
i mean i can talk to my mom at least. do u have any to talk to?
me a bit different from normal ppl, cause i'm a 'cat'. so now
there's only mom talk to me. did u know my nose is like a 'cat's'
noise.. now those two sides r gone, now me only 'cat'.

interesting that before my 'rehab', i seem so normal just one of the
normal ppl. but after 'rehab' i became a 'cat' only, like a different
person, dont feel so normal now. but maybe later will be fine.

i think when i was like around 8 or 9 yrs old, already show the 'cat'.
but i didnt know myself, but my friends did. when i was in america
they might also see my 'valentine' side, i didnt know myself either.
now looking bk i realize that other ppl did see it, and i didnt know.
and now ppl all see me as a 'cat' but i dont feel it myself really.

hi..... today my son insist to go out.... i was going to
lay there and enjoy....... but he just insists, and i cant
lay there anyway......
i felt soooooo touched in the morning...... felt like i
gonna lay there all day....... but maybe god told me not to
sink into this....... i donno..... anyway i got up....

now i still feel so touch...... when watching degeneres earlier
photos..... just feel different now....... like i could feel
a little bit how u felt since like......

i would like to make u the winner (although i didnt start all this)
please tell me how to behave that could make u feel the best,
what type u like. i will do whatever u like, because now there is
no one else. (so u r already the winner) how can make u feel the
winner, please tell me how.

TONYA,,,,,

GLAD THAT YOU SURVIVED THE STORM. WE HAD ALOT OF RAIN LAST WEEK AND THEN BY SATURDAY WE WERE IN THE HIGH SIXITES. WE HAD A GREEN CHRISTMAS IT WAS GRAT. I HATE SNOW. YOU CAN GET FROST BITE CHANGINT HE TIRES AND PUTTNG CHAINS ON. MY DAUGHTERS WERE BURIED UNDER TWO FEET OF SNOW. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT ALL THE COMMENTS WERE ABOUT ME ON THE PICK VIDEO OF O8 THAT WAS POSTED FRIDAY. I WAS TOLD TO TURN AROUND BY ONE PERSON AND THERE WERE A COUPLE OF OTHER STRANGE COMMENTS.

DO YOU EVER GO TO ELLENS COMMUNITY CHAT ROOM. IT HAS BEEN ROUGH IN THERE. PEOPLE CAN NOT GET ALONG.THEY THREATEN EACH OTHER AND THE LANGUAGE IS AWFUL. THEN THERE ARE SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE IN THERE. BUT THE DRAMA. THEY ALL SAY ELLEN HERSELF NEEDS TO GO IN AND TAKE A LOOK. FROM THE SOUNDS OF IT SOMEONE IS SAYING THAT THEY ARE ELLEN. I DO NOT THINK SO.

NOW FOR ME IF I AM DRIVING MY VECHILE AND I GET A FLAT OR NEED OIL. I CALL MY HUBBY OR THE GARAGE TO COME AND FIX IT. THIS GIRL DOES NOT KNOW A THING ABOUT AUTOMOBILES. I CAN DRIVE IT WHEN THE DOCTOR ALLOWS ME TO AGAIN BUT OTHER THAN THAT ITS ALL GOOD.

I HAD A NICE QUIET DAY FOR CHRISTMAS. NEW YEARS EVE IS MY ANNIVERSARY AND MY HUBBY HAS TO WORK FOR THAT.

GUESS WHAT ELLENS 51ST BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP THE COUNT DOWN BEGINS.

HOPE THAT YOU GET THIS TONYA. ELLEN ITS FOR YOU TO.

HAPPY NEW YEAR. YOU DESERVE IT... PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH AND STAY SAFE.
PS HOPE YOUR FINGERS BETTER.

THEY ARE ALL GREAT. I LOVE THE SONG BY KID ROCK. I LIKE THE FACT THAT HE IS SINGING COUNTRY.

dear ellen, i was telling u about how i have a bad day, and next
day normal again. yeah was never too bad. but sometimes, i still
think a bit discouraged.... i've been here a few yrs. i tried so
much to make fren. but now i know that ppl sure r friendly in
general, but i dont think anyone will really like me. for too
many reasons.
i figure out the 'law' of be friend is that u have to be at the
same level in every aspect. so it not just me, all the ppl r same.
like for me not tall, i should never be friend with a tall person.
and all the tall person r the same, they can never get the 'shorter'
ppl like me to be fren with them. so therefore, there r too many
reason ppl no interest in me :/
see i dont have fren!!!!!! how about u. please....... i need degeneres.......
what kind of law is that.
anyway, reality is, i dont have anyone. so r u happy now :/

but when me feeling not so good, my joy come from my son. he's truely
innocent, always happy. and he love me so much... he always come close
to me, or just lay on me so happy. when i see him just feel all the joy
and feel happy then. i connect with him so well u know...... he just knows
i love him, so he always come close to me, so happy :)
being greatest fan of ellen, i wonder what she does when like she
have a bad day... another way i use a lot is listen to music, and then will
forget about whatever... this is very good way. because i know (from tv shows)
ppl use drinking or drug to escape, which rnt healthy. my use music is such
healthy way.
so what's ellen's way anyway? only that special show she likes. what about
before that show started? do u have anyone, or any way to feel better. i ask
because being the biggest fan i care her a lot..... wish she have ways to
feel happy when a bad day...... i just want show my care that's all... but
lots ppl often say, when others complain, 'well that's just life u know..'
that's very right as well. everybody is the same. it's not like everyone else
dont have any problem. we all the same. (i use to watch a lot reality shows on
tv so i actually learned a bit..)

yes i know about NICEVILLE, i never believe it anyway...

Hi Ellen,
My wife and I watch you everyday. Your show
is great. I know you do wonderful things for people. You are big hearted and care about people.
Well my wife been struggling financially. She
has had the same job for 37 years. Its because of
me. I am disabled and I have some medical issues
going on in my life. Its not easy for me to go out
in the work field and work. So I am on disability which is not much. So its all of her paychecks we
count on to pay the bills. Then we have medical bills and etc coming in too. Then not to mention the oil bill which is out rages.
My wife has never had anything good happen in
her life. So I am asking you if you could find it in your heart to do something nice for her. She
would be happy with a new T.V. Even if you called her on the phone, She would be happy. I would like to see my wife smile again. I hope we can hear from you as soon as possible.
My wife works very long hours and she is stressed out so much. Thank You MIKE,

welcome hi ellen