hi , conny
antalya ?

Roses get letters by private e mails.

C you are not alone here I,am with you and Strawberry tell me wat I can do

C everything all right lett the doctors say too her we see Rome togheter

Conny don,t worry here I,am when it is possible tell her I love her or lett the doctor say this too her

C I send a mail tell me wat I can do

Oh, they woke her up. Can you help me, roses?

Roses, I made you angry and didn´t want to do so.

I have to run to the hospital, they say it is serious and urgent. No time for me to discuss with you about who called or not or who tells you what to do, only if I write how strawberry once helped me.

I have something else to do now. If you want, you can talk to me via private mail. I will not go on here, that all becomes too strange for me.

Roses, I just called you, but I couldn´t talk longer, please read the e-mail. I amworried, because you didn´t sound well.

If roses has a stalker now, be careful, stalker, this always comes out.

No trouble at all for strawberry or me. You know what? Maybe someone else found you, let us talk via mail

C it is 11.00 and somebody call me two times and said nothing I can not see who call don,t pick up the phone anymore only when I can see who call me I call my fhone compagnie but the can not see or do anything
listen I don,t want that Strawberry or you and you friends get trubbels I have a bad feeling about this

C goodmorning great that Strawberry sleep good don,t care about the weight the health is important C tonight somebody call me six times I did say nothing and heard nothing on the phone strange because this happend for the first time I did,t sleep so good I must thinking all the time and be honest a little bit affraid

Good morning, roses. I was asking how the night was for her. She slept deep, but of course they do not know what she can hear or not. She gets weight, they say. Since she 1,73 and now she has 68 kilos instead of normal 62, I like it more, I must admit. They said, that she will get maybe 10 kilos more until she will leave the hospital because she cannot move. That will make her desperate, but I must say, she can have 88, she will look great and I think, you won´t care. Of course if she can she will do sports like as if she is on drugs.
In one hour I will go into the city and try to get your tickets, I hope, they will send them directly to you.

Of course we will meet again. Let us start here from eight or half past seven in the morning? I have to check her post tomorrow so I cannot talk to you between 08:45 until maybe 12:00. I will buy your tickets to Rome, too.
Than we can mail via her email. I am sleepy, I will fall into the arms of Anita, who is reading the book, strawberry gave to her (about a dogtrainer "the other end of the leach") I can hear her laughing every now and then.

Gute Nacht und schlafe gut, C.

I wait for her to and hold her in my arms than I scream Strawberry I love you and kiss her whole body I,am so happy that her breathing goos well this is so important I know what for book you mean I have het too I told Strawberry that it was a great book she want to buy it she is smart she learn dutch easy
Thanks Conny you are a great friend it is late we go to bed we both need rest
sleep well hear you tomorrow?

Everything okay with you, roses?

How can I be angry on a person strawberry loves so much? The doctor said, yes, great idea. I mean isn´t it wonderful, that she (maybe) could hear about your travel and started breathing in the right rhythm?
You know what? I found maybe ten or eleven open letters in her former room in the hospital she wrote to you in the garden with her bad arm. She started and didn´t finish, than she started to write a new letter and didn´t finish. She didn´t put them in an envelope, so the letters were open. I only could read that she has a whole school of young butterflies in her belly and an oven...another place. She wanted to take you in her arms with your head in her lap and sing for you, she wrote, that words cannot express what she feels, than she stopped in the middle of the sentences. I am sure she waits for you. what do you want to know else about her? Something boring? She has an allergy because of rabbits and cats and she is very tidy. Her house is very comfortable, the colours are nice and she has sun all time during the day. In her library you can find all important books. By the way today she got a book from the netherlands in dutch! I didn´t see it in complete, but as a perfectionist maybe she wanted to study your language now.

C I though you was angry on me
the doctor told strawberry that she meat me in Rome? and he found it a good idea please C be not angry on me I trust you I know you do everything what you can do for Strawberry

The nurses asked me for towels, I gave the towels to them. Of course I was not allowed to see strawberry. Her heart doesn't go in the right rhythm since sunday they said. When they said so, her special doctor just came out of her room. He and two nurses may see her. He said, that she lost a lot of blood because of her accident. She rebuilt blood. Than the operation was a must and her body had so much to do, again. He said, that we should find something nice for the time after. I told him about Rome and you and he said: great idea, I will tell her, so she keeps on fighting. This doctor is very young and likes strawberry very much, he is very enthusiastic by doing everything right. Than he went in again, I couldn´t see anything, because there is a room before the one strwaberry. I called them a few minutes ago asking for her and the nurse said: "We don´t know if people can hear things you tell them under the conditions how she is, but her breath and her heartbeat were regular after the doctor told her that ...and ... will meet in Rome." I was so happy to hear it.